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[Jul. 10th, 2008|03:45 pm] |
after attending the commencement ceremonies 2 days ago, i am so inspired to be the valedictorian of my MBA batch. sigh - what steps should i do now?
should i just be a part time student and still earn the salary while doing the programme on a slow slow slow turtle slow basis, while being controlled by my boss with regards to going for external recruitment events?
or should i just be a full time student, without $$$ and just finish within 12 months? what's the best option?!
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i hate it when my colleagues are racist
some of them tease me as being a non-singaporean who is staying in SG because the life here is better. im like..fine fine..life here is indeed better, but u dont have to be so F racist about it. it just shows how uneducated these bastards are, and how un-global the mindset of these people are. all they love are the people from SG. sigh. WTF.
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one person who ought to go is NTTN. he is a sucky person, no education and got no class.
another one is APL - she thinks she is cute whenever she opens her F mouth, but in fasct, she is a bimbo with huge boobs.
as for the rest, they are pretty ok and average. though i still think some ought to be shot, i guess il just have to wait for the day they really die. hehehhe. cant wait! |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2007|11:55 pm] |
how do you know if you have already fallen out of love? i think i am suffering from the this confusion.
is it just because i feel bored with him? or is it because we do not have anything to talk about? or is because we seem to have different wavelengths and maturity levels? what's wrong? how come the same spark and passion completely just went down to ground zero? i can't even get hard thinking about him, and the sex is just so so.
he is a nice guy. he has a good heart. it's just that i think i want more excitment. a friend told me "u can find a rich and handsome guy easily. but a guy with a good heart is hard to get". i agree with my friend, and i dont want to lose this guy just because i dont find the spark.
is it normal to get bored once in a while in a relationship? is this just a phase?
is it normal to not talk about anything over lunch in a realtionship? sigh, im confused. are we still meant for each other?
guys, please help! what should i do? |
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[May. 1st, 2007|11:55 pm] |
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im so scared. my sister is suspecting im gay. and she asked me. i shoved the question away and she asked me again. i didnt say yes or no, but she said she will accept me. i know she was sad though, knowing no one else can carry the family name. now, im fucking scared that she will ask me again. im 50-50 ready in telling her about the real me. sigh, im so scared. what should i do? please help! :( |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2007|03:10 pm] |
how do you know if you have already fallen out of love? sometimes, me and my BF will have some times of really high happiness, and sometimes, it will be like he doesnt care about me anymore.
bi faced a huge number of lies, deceit, hurt, and promises broken - despite all these, i still gave him another chance. now, even though there is just a small misunderstanding, i tend to blow it up, and relate it back to the bank of unhappy emotions he created in me. before, i used to cry a lot; now, i dont even cry anymore. it seems like the Filipino soap operas where the line "naubusan na ako ng luha" is coming true in me.
what should i do? should i just give it up. the reasons why i still dont want to give it up is because:
1. i have invested a FUCKING WHOLE LOT in this relationship already.
2. I see that he is trying to change
3. He is so-so good in bed
4. I have been introduced to his family and friends and we are A-ok
5. HE is playful and child-like
PArt of the reaons why i wanna break up is because:
1. He is immature and insensitive
2. He lacks the romantic guy factor that I so want
3. He can be neglectful many times
4. He can be considered as a loser in my book of boys-to-be-selected
Sigh, writing down this list, I see that my problem is really that he is not showing me enough emotions. But i have addressed this to him previously, yet, nothing happened. why is he like this? this is very frustrating. now, he even wants me to pay for his air ticket just for us to meet up and settle things. isnt that a biut too thick skinned. fine, he did say it in a nice way, but at the end of the day, it's again my money to be spent. i really think i dont want to do that anymore, especially because it might not work out anyway.
i am quite depressed. and juggling this together with my other priorities in life is definitely disturbing. i wish he just diud not come into my life. i wish i just have enough courage to cut it off. i think one day i will have that courage. just give it a few more days. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2006|05:48 pm] |
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yes, this is my first LJ blog. i hope to meet new friends here. :) |
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